What does I’m low on confidence even though my wrist is avalanching

Can you explain it in English? mean?

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@Caleb_E hm I know it might sound odd because it’s from a song. But it should mean something :(

@Caleb_E [Intro]
[Verse]
Won't look back on my mind
Won't let bad out my shine
Won't let you cloud my mind
Won't let you cloud my mind
All my days, I was cryin'
All my lows, all my highs
Told my Mom, "I'm gon' shine"
Told my love, "I'm gon'-"

[Verse 2]
Uh love and passion
I’m on the search for the magic
Tryna drive through life but sometimes I get caught in traffic
Chain reactions
From toxic interactions
Had me feeling like all women was gon’ do me tragic
Now I panic
Suffer emotional damage
Saw you from across the room I had to look again
Now I panic
Ain’t goin’ how I planned it

👉🏻I’m low on confidence even though my wrist is avalanching, uh

Can I have this dance
Be real do you got a man
These pills got me in my feels but still I’m just wondering
If she feels the same way I feel then we in wonderland, uh
Never met vibes like this
Come stay in my life for a bit
Really digging your smile like shit
This coming from a wild ass kid
Had to grow up real real young
Never been on no childish shit
I got into the drugs I’m lit
Now I’m thinking that I should stop it
Gotta weigh out all my options
You a flame in the land of darkness

This is the whole lyrics

@Caleb_E Oh yeah! That would make sense! So it means like I’m losing confidence in myself but I’ve got so much jewelry on my wrist?? (So he’s becoming rich but losing confidence)???

Can you tell me the meaning of those sentences too??

This coming from a wild ass kid
Had to grow up real real young
Never been on no childish shit
I got into the drugs I’m lit

Thank you so much :) 🧡