How do you say this in English (US)? This is correct?

Sometimes the death tought comes to my mind.

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@Caspersander It's more like " I want to die" thoughts haha. I can still use the word morbid?

@Caspersander Thank you for worrying. I will not kill myself, don't worry. I would not have the guts for it. I'm just going through a difficult phase and I'm trying to catch myself in a spark of hope that everything will get better. 😊 Thanks! :)

@Caspersander Oh Gosh, i forgot that it's hard to talk about certain things without almost crying haha. 🙃

@Caspersander What a philosophical way of helping me, I liked haha. 😊 I have seen, it is difficult to get out of a vicious cycle when life gets you just about everything. It seems like you live for others. It seems that you satisfy life and life it doesn't satisfy you. Same thing to destiny. And the fact that nothing changes, just makes you think you are forgotten or that you have no value on Earth. Because I live here if I do nothing or nothing happens to me, it's strange. It seems like you exist just to breathe, like an insect. Sometimes it seems that God doesn't listen to me, I do not blame him, i believe that he has something for me, everyone has a destiny. I believe he has a destiny for me, but why am I standing? This makes me doubt about having a destination myself. Sorry to talk so much. It's just that you're someone I can talk to at the moment haha. I would love some book and video recommendations. ♡

@Caspersander Thank you very much for your attention and help. It's good to see that someone cares. Watching this conversation is making me cry .. this happens when I'm feeling something very intentional and I just want to put it out. That thrill of wanting to drop something caught in the throat, you know? Many people do not care if people talk about death or problems, after seeing some cases of suicide I realized that if I see someone wrong I should help regardless of being on the internet or in real life.

Thank you for the words of comfort, I needed this, I feel calmer now. I think the hardest part is finding love for oneself, I feel that I depend on someone to be loved. In life it is extremely difficult to love yourself, but it is the most important. Many people have love from others, but they die without ever having loved themselves. If you want to recommend me things, I'm really grateful!

@Caspersander I've already jotted down the information. Thank you! It was great talking to you :) No, your words are important, they are very useful and inspiring. :)

@Caspersander Okay, i will! Thanks :))

@Caspersander i am listening to it right now haha :)